Saturday, February 23, 2008

to actually find someone that could listen and understand and talk to u at this hour of time is actually so difficult. the realisation is not very shocking though, it just makes it harder to feel better.

the journey back to home just now was abit hard. she comtemplated between alot of things. in the end, she stil couldn muster up enough courage to do what her mind had replayed through so many times. she is used to it anyway. -getting used to- makes life easier. running away and avoiding makes everything even easier. scences replaying, words drifting, images running thru.. she shut them off with the help of her mp3. emo songs playing in the background, she even replayed some except for a particular song. but her head still couldn control itself when the train reached a particular station. she tried to find familiar figures among the midst of the crowd, but to avail. she gave up, luck couldn have been on her side.

however, she wasn very disappointed though. because out of the many doubts and questions in her heart, her fear outweight them. she fears her own answers.

爱很简单




Lastly.. HAPPY 21st birthday to GLORIA!! first one in ASG to become 21st! wooooh! stayy pretty pretty and smart! :D
and not to forget.. happy 21st birthday to JASON YAP too! :D

1:39 AM

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Eversince after CNY, school work has been quite hectic. this explains the reason why im not blogging! haha. all the slack weeks before CNY has made all my work piled up, to the extent that im starting to miss classes and deadlines. this shouldn be the way. *shakes head*

there were alot of stuffs that happened, but none too impactful for me to remember. ohh, alot of people got attached! especially the ever-green guys! i rmb that day, i got to know 2 breakups and 2 newly blossom r/s just within 15 mins! and another attached one in the evening. im happy for my guy friends la. but i feel for the 2 breakups which happened to my girlfriends. i hate guys who cheat on their gfs! :(

played mahjong also during last week. both times also lost! u all said green in the colour lo..but why still likedat?! i think i dun have any gambling luck this year! but im still chipping in for this toto coming wed! heard it is 10millions eh!! heheh! :) mm.. got closer to roomie during this period. there are simply too many disgusting people around! shant elaorate further le, the tot of it makes one boil.

mm.. received a mailed vday card to home.. got me thinking. should i take/think it the way i should/want? i dare not think further. is it u, stranger? esplanade? 18/02- still a special date. confused.

11:53 PM

Thursday, February 7, 2008

:( the whole entry that i just typed got deleted away. booooo.

not going to re-type liao. just wana 在这里祝大家新年快乐！鼠年行大运，最好让我赢多多!

hehh! :P gd nite everyone! may this year be a blessed year for us! :)

*06/02/08- i remember it. the day i should have been waiting for. u are finally free. congratulation.

4:09 AM

Monday, February 4, 2008

there is still school tml. i cant believe it. i'm so in the CNY mooood!! yeahh! :D

this will be a rather short post cuz it is very late now if anyone of u has noticed, but dun ask me why im stil here blogging instead of sleeping. hahah. feeling happy cuz everything feels so slackkkk! like waiting for the joyous occasion to come. anw i went shopping on friday and todayyy! im saddd. i haven bought anythin i want and need and every other things seem so expensive! i guess this is the aftermath of shoppin in thailand. booo! well.. i still have to go for last min shopping to buy some other stuffs! ohh yeah, i came back and reorganise my wardrobe, took out my new clothes (cuz some need to wash and some to alter) and shoes. then, i showed and 'modelled' it to my mum HAPPILY. but guess what! she took out HERS and showed it to me too! the sadd part was some of her clothers are so much prettier and definitely better quality than mine! i actually find that her clothers are pretty! ohh man, and to tnk i tot our fashion sense and taste will be different. haha, i tried on her few clothes and demanded that she is going to lend me!! in the end, i ended up looking at my own piles of clothes and feeling very SADD. cuz i no longer feel that my clothes are pretty anymore. :( but well, on the bright side, im the one who zhuang dao! cuz i get to wear MY clothes and HER clothes! LOL. and the shoes i bought are prettier than hers. hahahaha. im such an evil daughter. :P

On a side note, fri hall CNY steamboating is so NOT funnn. i regretted going. :(

Im looooking very forward to OURS! LOVES! :D

3:36 AM